Question: Dev, I feel very confused at times. Also when I move to a certain area, I feel as if i am spreading the confusion out there too. Like I went to a market place and I was feeling confused and I could see hat even the shopkeeper was feeling confused and was behaving in confusion. I have felt this many a times, that the external situation turns out to be in a similar way like how I am feeling within myself.
Dev: We are all a source of energy. Our bodies are a source of energy. So when you are outside you are actually emitting your consciousness. The feeling of confusion that arises in the mind is completely natural and it happens because we are constantly breaking and changing ourself. We are constantly changing, thats why our mind gets confused always. But, the person who has seen you will not know what is changing within you. He will have an impression about you and based on that he will try to judge you. Like when you are new in the world of consciousness and you are the beginner stages you are bound to feel confused because all this time you have focussed on the outer world and based on that perception you have created an image of yourself. But when we try to understand consciousness, then we are trying to understand something new which we have not learnt for the past twenty years. So definitely, we will feel very difficult at times. Just like a student has to first learn ABCD, then only he can proceed to learn more things. In the world of consiousness, we are new students and we are constantly learning something new. So initially you are bound to feel confused. And also remember, that we should not try to change a person, we should only try to change his consciousness. Because if we change the consciousness of a person, then the present will change. We should only try to affect the consciousness of a person. The more conscious we become, the more it will reflect in our outer world. We always emit a different breath for every emotion. Like say for love there is a breath, for anger there is a breath, for pain there is a breath. If we can feel the breath with the emotion, then we can change the breath. And breath is nothing but our soul.